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holy shit. so, i didn’t say anything because i didn’t want to jinx it but i had an interview on friday (the day after my wisdom teeth were out) and they said if i got the job i’d hear back from them as early as monday and theY CALLED THEY FRICKEN CALLED AND THEY OFFERED ME THE JOB!!
so yeah. there are a few things i’ve got to do before i can start but i’m so excited. it’s somewhere i wanted to work. it’s temporary because they need summer help, but depends on how things work out they might need me into the fall. but i dont care i’ve got a job ;aksdnfioewjklfm.sdnf;iwelkfam;wef
I hate it when people (family) ask me if I like anyone or if I’m in a relationship. it really gets to the point that I just want to yell “yes, okay, yes I’m in love with someone. I’ve been in love with the same guy since like sophomore year and he left for a long time and now he’s back but i haven’t talked to him and it sucks. don’t ever ask me again.”
but in stead I just say no because its simpler and I don’t have to dwell on it.
feeling kinda shitty. kinda sick. mouth is throbbing and my stitches are poking me and creeping me the fuck out and I have a headache that could put Lucifer down. ugh.
got all four wisdom teeth removed. everything feels like jello. feeling pretty good right now, gonna marathon Grimm s1 when I get home.
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I feel like Tumblr has heightened how I feel emotions like ten fold. no one outside of Tumblr feels as strongly. when i express my emotions fully people tend to brush it off as me trying to be dramatic. they don’t understand that what I’m expressing is a fourth of the way the emotions feel inside. and sometimes I just don’t express anything at all because its so overwhelming. it makes it really hard to connect with people because they don’t know how to handle my emotions when I do show them and when I don’t show any at all it just confuses them.
friendly reminders that i will be
a. liveblogging the spn finale tonight (blacklist spn 8) and i will be completely inconsolable afterward, dont even bother talking to me unless you want to cry with me
and b. i’m getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow morning and i will be inconsolable (and more than a little loopy)and i’m not setting up a queue because i can’t bring myself to because of spn and the fact thaT IM GETTING MY WISDOM TEETH REMOVED FROM MY MOUTH. FUCK.
this is gonna suck
PIE!
(please ignore the ugly paper plate)
mother denied me my pie :(
aahhhhg, exactly halfway through my second edit of my manuscript. scary things are happening.
job searching fucking sucks. and I’m getting my wisdom teeth removed this Thursday AND I DONT WANT TO. IVE NEVER HAD SURGERY OF ANY KIND AND IM GONNA FUCKING EXPLODE THIS IS SO SHITFUCKING DUMB I JUST WANT TO SKIP THIS ENTIRE WEEK AND NOT REMEMBER IT. FUCK.
just ordered four books even though i have like five others to read… oops
okay but like, why isn’t there a fandom job I could have? like I would rock so hard at a store that sold fandom paraphernalia.
