I am constantly in awe of the world. there’s so much I want to know about it. ugh.
im so upset my torso hurts
god I knew it, I fucking knew it wasn’t even going to be him wishing me happy birthday. I knew and I still twisted myself up about it. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FOREVER. STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.
not even sure how im still awake right now.
HOW DO I GET OVER SOMEONE I NEVER DATED???
I NEED KISSES
I can already tell that being 21 is going to cause me a lot of trouble.
teaching myself how to code and its actually a lot of fun???
I get why everyone makes such a big deal about firefly now. I’m in love.
jfc am I ever going to know hunger from nausea again????? cause I’m getting real fucking tired of this “am i queasy or am I just hungry” game.
goddammit. I still have that fucking voicemail to listen to.
I know I shouldn’t expect to hear his voice, since it was from his wife’s number, but I’m hoping and not hoping its his anyway. although my reaction will be the same either way.
i either need sex or a cuddle, i cant tell which.